I'm going to start writing more. I think it's healthy for me to get out all these thoughts I have in a good way. Like, I don't want anybody to read these. And what I want to share with people, I will. I'll probably tell Joe I'm doing this. I think he'll think it's a good idea.
I think I have a few things to say. Firstly, i'm not going to worry about capitalising my letter i anymore. Nobody is going to read this, so it doesn't matter and it's an effort to press the shift button as i type it. So i simply won't. May not even bother to capitalise the start of sentences either. just do whatever i want to do. and i think it may be good for me to not worry about those little things. that's what essays are for right.
okay
why do guys in clubs think it's acceptable to touch women. like actually what the hell. i know that a certain kind of men go to clubs as a general. they go to 'pull'. they seem to think that the only reason women may go to a club is for the man's benefit; to pull. but actually no. when we were out for elisha's birthday there were so many hen parties and birthday girls and just friends all out together, i bet such a tiny percentage of the girls out were actually out to 'pull'. and i know there have probably been so many posts about this before bitchin' about why guys touch our asses and grab up and rub their dicks up on us. but i just need to do my own. it makes me feel sick. i full on had my butt grabbed like squeezed and it just made me feel so sick and violated. i hate using that word - violated. it just sounds like such a tumblr feminist word. and im not that kind of person at all. but it made me want to leave the club there and then, leave having fun with my friends on what should be a great night out, because my butt was grabbed by someone i have no idea who they were. it's horrible.
next
coming across things on tumblr that make you feel sick. especially from people you know. like i've been called a prude, whatever i literally could not care less. i like being the way i am and if somebody perceives the way i am as prude then that's their lookout not mine. but why in the heck would you write stuff on there of such a personal nature, don't you think anyone is gonna see it? or do you just not care. whatever. but why put rank stuff on there that literally nobody would want to see. i just dont get it. idk. it made me feel sick when i saw it.
it was so lovely to see my parents today
i like my job but its real tiring lately.
i dont want to get that funny thing happening with my heart again. it scares me
i want to be able to wear jeans and a crop top
hmm okay. done i think
