Snowed under.

So this is probably the point in my life that I have ever felt most snowed under. I didn't quite realise how big the jump from first year to second year would be. Don't get me wrong, I'm enjoying uni still and like my modules (well... 2 outta 3 ain't bad) but I didn't anticipate how much work they would pile on us in the first couple of weeks. It probably doesn't help that I've got job interviews and family stuff to think about as well as uni and looking after our house and keeping up with twirling and worrying if I've got a scholarship or not and worrying about money and how I'm gonna be able to afford Christmas and the fact that I don't have any clothes to wear to the funeral I have to go to next week, and what should I say in my application to be in the opening ceremony of World's next year for twirling and are my new jeans going to arrive today because if they don't I can't go out in my holey ones so I'll have to brave the cold in leggings and blahhhh. My brain is too full, so my body is trying to shut down. I napped today for 2 hours because I just simply couldn't function any more. 

I had coffee and a catch up with Maria yesterday. She told me to write it all down in a list and then I'd feel better. So this post is my list I guess. Let's hope the feeling better starts soon.