Lots to do (also know as: Freedom from purpose)

Christmas shopping, is almost complete, I know it's super early but I want to get it all done because I know I have so many deadlines close to Christmas. My aim was to have everything bought before the 1st December. This is going well. The only person I have left to buy anything for is Joe, and that is simple, one trip into town to buy lots of American sweets (yes I know it sounds like a lame present, but he had some of his budget left and that is what he chose because he is a little man child. Hahahahaha). Well, I'm waiting for two presents to arrive from amazon, but other than those and joe's presents, everything is wrapped as well. I'm great at Christmas! I love Christmas shopping, and as soon as it's December 1st I'm putting up Christmas decorations in my room, and we have a tree and lights for the house but need baubles and tinsel and stuff so we need to buy those then we can christmas up our house! Yay! 

I'm currently planning the Christmas show at work as well. It's hard going but I know the kids will love it. I know what I'm doing with the inters, they gave me lots of ideas last week so I'm currently writing a script for them, but for the juniors - it's a different story. There's like 18 of them and I don't know what to do! I think I might do some kinda of Santa's workshop thing but I don't know HOW I want to do it. Hmmm

I'm going out tonight with the girls, because we haven't all been out together since Elisha's birthday and to be honest I need a break. I haven't been out since the end of October and I can afford it now that I'm working. So yeah, I don't need to justify it to anyone, let alone myself. I'm borrowing one of Amy's dresses.

THE POSTMAN JUST CAME AND DELIVERED ONE OF MY PACKAGES I WAS WAITING FOR, so naturally I stopped writing this post and wrapped it. So now it's only one parcel I'm waiting for for Christmas presents.

Um now I've lost my train of thought and I don't want to force it to come back. I have a headache and the washing machine is being waaaaaaaay too loud. We're going out tonight, oh I already said that, but yeah so I'm trying to get lots of work done before 5pm so I can forget about it all and know today was productive, 

I need to start my 20th century essay. Hmm. I read Blasted last night, it was a horrible play, it really made me uncomfortable, so I know I'm not gonna look forward to talking about it in class over the next couple of weeks, so I'm like 98% sure I'm not going to use it in my essay, so technically nothing is stopping me from starting my essay now. I have narrowed it down to 3 questions, but one I would be worried I would run out of things to say, another one is worded oddly so I'd be worried id misunderstand it and the third one seems like the obvious choice and the one that everyone will pick. Hmm I don't know, I'm pretty sure though I know which two plays I'm doing. Well I know one for definite, and I thought I knew the second one but I'm not so sure now that we've looked at the homecoming. Ahh I should probably ask Sue for her opinion. Mental note - email Sue. 

This is an incredibly long post in which I'm not really saying a lot. But I'm waiting for my laptop to restart from doing an update, so I kinda want to keep writing. Doing this blog is definitely therapeutic. Like it just lets me write for no reason at all and that's nice, to not have a reason, to just write and write about anything I like until I don't want to anymore. It's freedom from purpose. Yeah I like that. I'm gonna call this post that, freedom from purpose. Ha it sounds kinda philosophical. I'm not trying to be, it just came out like that. Oh well.

My laptop is back on now, so back on to script writing. Ramble over.