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We cannot pretend there is any kind of togetherness anymore. There is only whatever this is and nobody seems to know what this is. Well, SOME might, but nobody is telling me because clearly I don't deserve to be told. When you do something that is wrong, you always know it is wrong even when you're doing it. So you must know right now that what you are doing is wrong. It's not fair on anyone. Not fair on her because even though she says it won't, we all know it will. Unfair on him because he is put in an awkward position where he doesn't know what is right. Unfair on him because he's being kept in the dark about It all when they supposedly tell each other everything. And most of all, unfair on us because you are tearing this apart from the inside. We all love this and you say you do too, but it's like you're willing to sacrifice this for that when that won't even end up bring yours because you clearly want something else more. 

This sucks, it sucks so bad that you trusted her more than us. It sucks that you talk to him more than us. It especially sucks that I genuinely don't believe that this is you.